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by Robert J. Sawyer
Chapter 1
Sunday, February 2, 2048
It had been a good life.
Donald Halifax looked around the living room of the modest house
that he and his wife Sarah had shared for sixty years now, and
that thought kept coming back to him. Oh, there had been ups and
downs, and the downs had seemed excursions into the flames of
hell at the time the lingering death of his mother,
Sarah's battle with breast cancer, the rough periods their
marriage had gone through but, on balance, when all was
said and done, it had been a good life.
When all was said and done.
Don shook his head, but it wasn't in sadness. He'd always been a
realist, a pragmatist, and he knew there was nothing left now but
summing up and looking back. At the age of eighty-seven, that's
all anyone had.
The living room was narrow. A fireplace was built into the
middle of one of the long walls, flanked by autopolarizing
windows, but he couldn't remember the last time they'd actually
had a fire. It was too much work getting one going and then
cleaning up afterward.
The mantel held framed photos, including one of Sarah and Don on
their wedding day, back in 1988. She was wearing white, and he
was in a tuxedo that had been black in reality but looked gray
here, having faded, along with the rest of the photograph. Other
photos showed their son Carl as a toddler and again graduating
with his M.B.A. from McGill, and there were two pictures of their
daughter Emily, one when she was in her twenties, and another,
holographic one, from her early forties. And there were several
holos of their two grandchildren.
There were also a few trophies: a pair of small ones that Don
had won in Scrabble tournaments, and the big one Sarah had been
given by the International Astronomical Union. He couldn't
remember the wording on that one, so he walked over, taking small
steps, and had a look:
For Sarah Halifax
Who Figured It Out
1 March 2010
He nodded, remembering how proud he'd been that day, even if her
fame had briefly turned their lives upside down.
A magphotic flatscreen was mounted above the mantel, and when
they weren't watching anything it displayed the time in boxy red
numerals a foot high, big enough that Sarah could see them from
across the room; as she'd often quipped, it was a good thing that
she hadn't been an optical astronomer. It was now 3:17 in
the afternoon. As Don watched, the remaining segments in the
rightmost digit lit up; 3:18. The party was supposed to have
begun at 3:00, but no one was here yet, and Sarah was still
upstairs getting ready.
Don made a mental vow to try to not be short with the
grandchildren. He never meant to snap at them, but somehow, he
always did; there was a constant background level of pain at his
age, and it frayed his temper.
He heard the front door opening. The house knew the kids'
biometrics, and they always let themselves in without ringing the
bell. The living room had a short staircase at one end that led
down to the entryway and a taller one at the other going up to
the bedrooms. Don walked over to the base of the one going up.
"Sarah!" he called. "They're here!"
He then made his way to the other end of the room, each footfall
punctuated by a tiny jab of pain. No one had come up yet
this was Toronto in February, and, global warming be damned,
there were still boots and jackets to be removed. Before he
reached the top of the stairs, he'd sorted out the mˆlée
of voices; it was Carl's crew.
He looked at them from his elevated vantage point and felt
himself smiling. His son, his daughter-in-law, his grandson, and
his granddaughter part of his immortality. Carl was bent
over in a way Don would have found excruciating, pulling off one
of his boots. From this angle, Don could clearly see his son's
considerable bald spot trivial to correct, had Carl been
vain, but neither Don nor his son, who was now fifty-four, could
ever be accused of that.
Angela, Carl's blond wife, was ten years younger than her
husband. She was working to get the boots off little Cassie, who
was seated on the one chair in the entryway. Cassie, who took no
active role in this, looked up and saw Don, and a huge grin
spread across her little round face. "Grampa!"
He waved at her. Once all the outerwear was removed, everyone
came upstairs. Angela kissed him on the cheek as she passed,
carrying a rectangular cake box. She went into the kitchen.
Twelve-year-old Percy was up next, then came Cassie, pulling on
the banister, which she could barely reach, to help her get up
the six steps.
Don bent low, feeling twinges in his back as he did so. He
wanted to lift Cassie up, but that was impossible. He settled
for letting her get her little arms around his neck and giving
him a squeeze. Cassie was oblivious to the fact that she was
hurting him, and he endured it until she let go. She then
scampered through the living room and followed her mother to the
kitchen. He turned to watch her and saw Sarah coming down from
upstairs, one painful step at a time, gripping the banister with
both hands as she did so.
By the time she reached the bottom step, Don heard the front door
opening again, and his daughter Emily divorced, no kids
coming in. Soon enough, everyone was crowded into the
living room. With his cochlear implants, Don's hearing wasn't
bad under normal circumstances, but he couldn't really pick out
any one thread of conversation from the hubbub that now filled
the air. Still, it was his family, all together. He was happy
about that, but
But it might be the last time. They'd gathered just six weeks
ago for Christmas at Carl's place, in Ajax. His children and
grandchildren wouldn't normally all get together again until next
Christmas, but
But he couldn't count on there being a next Christmas; not at his
age . . .
No; that wasn't what he should be dwelling on. Today was a
party, a celebration. He should enjoy it, and
And suddenly there was a champagne flute in his hand. Emily was
circling the room, handing them out to the adults, while Carl
presented plastic tumblers of juice to the children.
"Dad, go stand by Mom," Carl said. And he did so, making his way
across the room to where she was not standing; she
couldn't stand for long. Rather, she was seated in the old
La-Z-Boy. Neither of them ever reclined it anymore, although the
grandkids loved to operate the mechanism. He stood next to
Sarah, looking down on her thinning snow-white hair. She craned
her neck as much as she could to look up at him, and a smile
crossed her face, one more line in a landscape of creases and
folds.
"Everybody, everybody!" shouted Carl. He was the elder of Don
and Sarah's kids and always took charge. "Your attention,
please!" The conversation and laughter died down quickly, and
Don watched as Carl raised his own champagne flute. "I'd like to
propose a toast. To Mom and Dad, on their sixtieth wedding
anniversary!"
The adults all raised their glasses, and, after a moment, the
kids imitated them with their tumblers. "To Don and Sarah!" said
Emily, and, "To Grandma and Grandpa," declared Percy.
Don took a sip of the champagne, the first alcohol he'd had since
New Year's Eve. He noted his hand was shaking even more than it
normally did, not from age but with emotion.
"So, Dad, what do you say?" asked Carl. He was grinning from ear
to ear. Emily, for her part, was recording everything with her
datacom. "Would you do it all over again?"
Carl had asked the question, but Don's answer was really for
Sarah. He set his glass on a little tea table next to the
La-Z-Boy, then slowly, painfully, lowered himself onto one knee,
so that he was at eye level with his seated wife. He reached
over, took her hand, feeling the thin, almost translucent skin
sliding over the swollen joints, and looked into her pale blue
eyes. "In a heartbeat," he said softly.
Emily let out a long, theatrical, "Awwww . . ."
Sarah squeezed his hand, and she smiled at him, the same wry
smile he'd fallen for back when they were both in their twenties,
and she said, with a steadiness that her voice almost never
managed these days, "Me, too."
Carl's exuberance got the better of him. "To another sixty
years!" he said, lifting his glass again, and Don found himself
laughing at the ridiculousness of the proposition.
"Why not?" he said, slowly rising again, then reaching for his
glass. "Why the heck not?"
The phone rang. He knew his kids thought the voice-only phones
were quaint, but neither he nor Sarah had any desire to have 2-D
picture phones, let alone holophones. His first thought was not
to answer; let whoever it was leave a message. But it was
probably a well-wisher maybe even his brother Bill calling
from Florida, where he wintered.
The cordless handset was on the other side of the room. Don
lifted his eyebrows and nodded at Percy, who looked delighted to
be charged with such a task. He raced across the room, and
rather than just bringing over the handset, he activated it and
very politely said, "Halifax residence."
It was possible that Emily, standing near Percy, could hear the
person on the other end of the line, but Don couldn't make out
anything. After a moment, he heard Percy say, "Just a sec," and
the boy started walking across the room. Don held out his hand
to take the handset, but Percy shook his head. "It's for
Grandma."
Sarah looked surprised as she took the handset, which, upon
recognizing her fingerprints, automatically cranked up its
volume. "Hello?" she said.
Don looked on with interest, but Carl was talking to Emily while
Angela was making sure her children were being careful with their
drinks, and
"Oh, my God!" exclaimed Sarah.
"What is it?" asked Don.
"Are you sure?" Sarah said, into the mouthpiece. "Are you
positive it's not No, no, of course you'd check. Sorry.
But my God!"
"Sarah," said Don, "what is it?"
"Hang on, Lenore," Sarah said into the phone, then she covered
the mouthpiece with a trembling hand. "It's Lenore Darby," she
said, looking up at him. He gathered he should know the name,
but couldn't place it immediately the story of his life,
these days and his face must have conveyed that. "You
know," said Sarah. "She's doing her master's; you met her at the
last astro-department Christmas party."
"Yes?"
"Well," said Sarah, sounding as though she couldn't believe that
she was uttering these words, "Lenore says a reply has been
received."
"What?" said Carl, now standing on the other side of her chair.
Sarah turned to face her son, but Don knew what she meant before
she spoke again; he knew precisely what she meant, and he
staggered a half-pace backward, groping for the edge of a
bookcase for support. "A reply has been received," repeated
Sarah. "The aliens from Sigma Draconis have responded to the
radio message my team sent all those years ago."
Chapter 2
Most jokes get tired with repetition, but some become old
friends, causing a smile whenever they come to mind. For Don
Halifax, one such was a quip Conan O'Brien had made decades ago.
Michael Douglas and Catherine Zeta-Jones had just announced the
birth of their baby girl. "Congratulations," O'Brien had said.
"And if she's anything like her mother, right now her future
husband is in his mid-forties."
There was no such age gap between Don and Sarah. They'd both
been born in 1960 and had gone through life in lockstep. They'd
both been twenty-seven when they'd gotten married; thirty-two
when Carl, their first child, had been born; and forty-eight
when
As Don stood, looking at Sarah, the moment came back to him, and
he shook his head in amazement. It had been front-page news,
back when there were front pages, all over the world. On
March first, 2009, a radio message had been received from a
planet orbiting the star Sigma Draconis.
The world had puzzled over the message for months, trying to make
sense of what the aliens had said. And then, finally, Sarah
Halifax herself had figured out what they were getting at, and it
was she who had led the team composing the official reply that
had been sent on the one-year anniversary of the receipt of the
original signal.
The public had initially been hungry for more news, but Sigma
Draconis was 18.8 light-years from Earth, meaning the reply
wouldn't reach there until 2028, and any response the Dracons
might make couldn't have gotten here until October 2047 at the
earliest.
And a few TV shows and webcasts had dutifully done little pieces
last fall noting that a response could be received "any day now."
But none was. Not in October, not in November, not in December,
not in January, not . . .
Not until right now.
No sooner had Sarah gotten off the phone with Lenore than it rang
again. The call, as she revealed in a stage whisper while
holding her hand over the mouthpiece, was from CNN. Don
remembered the pandemonium the last time, when she had figured
out the purpose of the first message God, where had the
decades gone?
Everyone was now standing or sitting in a semicircle, looking at
Sarah. Even the children had recognized that something major was
going on, although they had no idea what.
"No," Sarah was saying. "No, I have no comment. No, you can't.
It's my anniversary today. I'm not going to let it be ruined by
strangers in the house. What? No, no. Look, I really have to
go. All right, then. All right, then. Yes, yes. Good-bye."
She pushed the button that terminated the call, then looked up at
Don, and lifted her frail shoulders a bit. "Sorry for all the
bother," she said. "It's "
The phone rang again, an electronic bleeping that Don disliked at
the best of times. Carl, taking command, took the handset from
his mother and flicked off the ringer. "They can leave a message
if they like."
Sarah frowned. "But what if somebody needs help?"
Carl spread his arms. "Your whole family is here. Who else
would call for help? Relax, Mom. Let's enjoy the rest of the
party."
Don looked around the room. Carl had been sixteen when his
mother had been briefly famous, but Emily had been just ten, and
hadn't really understood what had been going on. She was staring
at Sarah with astonishment on her narrow face.
Phones in the other rooms were ringing, but they were easy enough
to ignore. "So," he said, "did what was her name?
Lenore? Did she say anything about the message's content?"
Sarah shook her head. "No. Just that it was definitely from
Sigma Draconis, and seems to begin, at least, with the same
symbol set used last time."
Angela said, "Aren't you dying to know what the reply says?"
Sarah reached out her arms in a way that said "help me up." Carl
stepped forward and did just that, gently bringing his mother to
her feet. "Sure, I'd like to know," she said. "But it's still
coming in." She looked at her daughter-in-law. "So let's get
started making dinner."
The kids and grandkids left around 9:00 p.m. Carl, Angela, and
Emily had done all the work cleaning up after dinner, and so Don
and Sarah simply sat on the living-room couch, enjoying the
restored calm. Emily had gone around at one point, shutting off
all the other ringers on the phones, and they were still off.
But the answering machine's digital display kept changing every
few minutes. Don was reminded of another old joke, this one from
his teenage years, about the guy who liked to follow Elizabeth
Taylor to McDonald's so he could watch the numbers change. Those
signs had been stuck at "Over 99 Billion Served" for decades, but
he remembered the hoopla when they'd all finally been replaced
with new ones that read, "Over 1 Trillion Served."
Sometimes it was better to just stop counting, he thought
especially when it's a counting down instead of a counting up.
They'd both made it to eighty-seven, and to sixty years together.
But they surely wouldn't be around for a seventieth anniversary;
that just wasn't in the cards. In fact . . .
In fact, he was surprised they'd lived this long, but maybe
they'd been holding on, striving to reach the diamond milestone.
All his life, he'd read about people who died just days after
their eightieth, ninetieth, or hundredth birthdays. They'd clung
to life, literally by the force of their wills, until the big day
had been reached, and then they'd just let go.
Don had turned eighty-seven three months ago, and Sarah had done
so five months before that. That hadn't been what they'd been
holding on for. But a sixtieth wedding anniversary! How rare
that was!
He would have liked to put his arm around Sarah's shoulders as
they sat side by side on the couch, but it pained him to rotate
his own shoulder that much, and
And then it hit him. Maybe she hadn't been hanging on for their
anniversary. Maybe what had really kept her going all this time
was waiting to see what reply the Dracons would send. He wished
contact had been made with a star thirty or forty light-years
away, instead of just nineteen. He wanted her to keep holding
on. He didn't know what he'd do if she let go, and
And he'd read that news story, too, dozens of times over
the years: the husband who dies only days after his wife; the
wife who finally seems to give up and let go shortly after hubby
passes away.
Don knew a day like today called for some comment, but when he
opened his mouth, what came out were just two words, that, he
guessed, summarized it all: "Sixty years."
She nodded. "A long time."
He was quiet for a while, then: "Thank you."
She turned her head to look at him. "For what?"
"For " He lifted his eyebrows and raised his
shoulders a bit as he sought an answer. And then, finally, he
said, very softly, "Everything."
Next to them, on the little table beside the couch, the counter
on the answering machine tallied up another call. "I wonder what
the aliens' reply says," Don said. "I hope it's not just one of
those damn autoresponders. `I'm sorry, but I'll be away from the
planet for the next million years.'" Sarah laughed, and Don went
on. "`If you need immediate assistance, please contact my
assistant Zagdorf at . . .'"
"You are a supremely silly man," she said, patting the back of
his hand.
Even though they only had voice phones, Sarah and Don did have a
modern answering machine. "Forty-eight calls were received since
you last reviewed your messages," the device's smooth male voice
said the next morning as they sat at the dining-room table. "Of
those, thirty-nine left messages. All thirty-nine were for
Sarah. Thirty-one were from the media. Rather than presenting
them in order of receipt, I suggest you let me prioritize them
for you, sorting by audience size. Starting with the TV
networks, CNN "
"What about the calls that weren't from the media?" Sarah asked.
"The first was from your hairdresser. The second is from the
SETI Institute. The third is from the Department of Astronomy
and Astrophysics at the University of Toronto. The
fourth "
"Play the one from U of T."
A squeaky female voice came on. "Good morning, Professor
Halifax. This is Lenore again you know, Lenore Darby.
Sorry to be phoning so early, but I thought someone should give
you a call. Everyone's been working on interpreting the message
as it comes in here, over in Mountain View, at the Allen,
everywhere and, well, you're not going to believe this,
Professor Halifax, but we think the message is" the voice
lowered a bit, as if its owner was embarrassed to go on
"encrypted. Not just encoded for transmission, but
actually encrypted you know, scrambled so that it can't be
read without a decryption key."
Sarah looked at Don, her face astonished. Lenore went on. "I
know sending us an encrypted message doesn't make any sense, but
that seems to be what the Dracons have done. The beginning of
the message is all math stuff, laid out in that symbol set they
used before, and the computer gunks say the math describes a
decryption algorithm. And then the rest of the message is total
gibberish, presumably because it has indeed been encrypted. Get
it? They've told us how the message is encrypted, and
given us the algorithm to unlock it, but they haven't given us
the decryption key to feed into that algorithm to do the actual
unlocking. It's the craziest thing, and "
"Pause," said Sarah. "How long does she go on?"
"Another two minutes, sixteen seconds," said the machine, and
then it added, "She's quite chatty."
Sarah shook her head and looked at Don. "Encrypted!" she
declared. "That doesn't make any sense. Why in God's name would
aliens send us a message we can't read?"
Chapter 3
Sarah fondly remembered Seinfeld, although, sadly, it
hadn't aged well. Still, one of Jerry's bits of stand-up seemed
as true today as it had been half a century ago. When it came to
TV, most men were hunters, switching from channel to channel,
always on the prowl for something better, while women were
nesters, content to settle in with a single program. But today,
Sarah found herself scanning constantly; the puzzle of the
encrypted message from Sigma Draconis was all over the TV and the
web. She caught coverage of odds makers paying off winners who'd
correctly guessed the day on which a reply would be received,
fundamentalists decrying the new signal as a temptation from
Satan, and crackpots claiming to have already decrypted the
secret transmission.
Of course, she was delighted that there had been a reply, but as
she continued to flip channels on the giant monitor above the
mantel, she reflected that she was also disappointed that in all
the years since they'd detected the first message, no other alien
radio source had been found. As Sarah had once said in an
interview very much like the ones she was looking at today, it
was certainly true that we weren't alone but we were still
pretty lonely.
Her surfing was interrupted each time someone came up to the
front door and rang the bell; an image of whoever it was
automatically appeared on the monitor. Mostly it seemed to be
reporters; there were still a few journalists who did more than
send email, make phone calls, and surf the web.
Those neighbors who had lived here on Betty Ann Drive four
decades ago knew Sarah's claim to fame, but most of the houses
had changed hands several times since then. She wondered what
her newer neighbors made of the succession of news vans that had
pulled into her driveway. Ah, well; at least it wasn't something
to be embarrassed about, like the cop cars that kept showing up
at the Kuchma place across the road and, so far, Sarah had simply
ignored all the people who had rung her doorbell, but
My God.
But she couldn't ignore this.
The face that had suddenly appeared on the monitor was not human.
"Don!" she called, her voice dry. "Don, come here!"
He had gone into the kitchen to make coffee decaf, of
course; it was all Dr. Bonhoff would let either of them have
these days. He shuffled into the living room, wearing a teal
cardigan over an untucked red shirt. "What?"
She gestured at the monitor. "My . . . goodness," he said softly.
"How'd it get here?"
She pointed at the screen. Partially visible behind the strange
head was their driveway, which Carl had shoveled before leaving
yesterday. An expensive-looking green car was sitting on it.
"In that, I guess."
The doorbell rang once more. She doubted the being pushing the
button was actually getting impatient. Rather, she suspected,
some dispassionate timer told it to try again.
"Do you want me to let it in?" asked Don, still looking at the
picture of the round, blue face, with its unblinking eyes.
"Um, sure," Sarah said. "I guess."
She watched as he made his way to the little staircase leading to
the entryway, and began the slow pilgrimage down, one painful
step at a time. She followed him and stood at the top of the
stairs and noted that one of her grandkids had forgotten a
colorful scarf here. By the time Don reached the door, the bell
had sounded a third time, which was the maximum number it was
programmed to allow. He undid the deadbolt and the chain, and
swung the heavy oak door inward, revealing
It had been weeks since Sarah had seen one in the flesh
not that "in the flesh" was the right phrase.
Standing before them, gleaming in the sunlight, was a robot, one
of the very latest models, she guessed; it looked more
sophisticated and sleeker than any she'd seen before.
"Hello," the robot said to Don, in a perfectly normal male voice.
It was about five-foot-six: tall enough to function well in the
world, but not so tall as to be intimidating. "Is Dr. Sarah
Halifax in?"
"I'm Sarah Halifax," she said. The robot's head swiveled to look
up at her. Sarah suspected it was analyzing both her face and
her voice to make sure it was really her.
"Hello, Dr. Halifax," the robot said. "You haven't been
answering your household phone, so I've brought you a
replacement. Someone would like to talk to you." The robot
raised its right hand, and in it Sarah could just make out a
clamshell datacom.
"And who might that be?" she asked.
The robot tilted its head slightly, giving the impression that it
was listening to someone somewhere else. "Cody McGavin," it
said. Sarah felt her heart skip a beat; she wished she'd
actually been on the staircase, instead of just above it, so she
could have grabbed the banister for support. "Will you take his
call?"
Don turned to look at Sarah, his eyes wide, jaw hanging slack.
"Yes," she said.
The word had come out very softly, but the robot apparently had
no trouble hearing her. "May I?" it asked.
Don nodded and stepped aside. The robot came into the entryway,
and, to Sarah's astonishment, she saw it was wearing simple
galoshes, which, in a fluid motion, it bent over and removed,
exposing blue metal feet. The machine walked across the
vestibule, its heels clicking against the old, much-scuffed
hardwood there, and it easily went up the first two steps, which
was as far as it had to go to be able to proffer the datacom to
Sarah. She took it.
"Flip it open," the robot said helpfully.
She did so, then heard a ringing through the small speaker. She
quickly brought the device to her ear.
"Hello, Dr. Halifax," said a crisp female voice. It was a little
hard for Sarah to make out; she wished she knew how to adjust the
volume. "Please hold for Mr. McGavin."
Sarah looked at her husband. She'd repeatedly told him how much
she hated people who made her wait like this. It was almost
always some self-important jackass who felt his time was more
valuable than anyone else's. But in this case, Sarah supposed,
that was actually true. Oh, there might be a few people on Earth
who made more per hour than Cody McGavin, but, offhand, she
couldn't name any of them.
As Sarah often said, SETI is the Blanche Dubois of scientific
undertakings: it has always depended on the kindness of
strangers. Whether it was Microsoft co-founder Paul Allen
donating 13.5 million dollars in 2004 to fund an array of radio
telescopes, or the hundreds of thousands of private computer
users who gave up their spare processing cycles to the SETI@home
project, the Search for Extraterrestrial Intelligence had managed
to struggle on decade after decade through the largesse of those
who believed, first, that we might not be alone, and, later, that
it actually mattered that we were not alone.
Cody McGavin had made billions by the time he was forty,
developing robotic technology. His proprioceptive sensor webs
were behind every sophisticated robot on the planet. Born in
1985, he'd been fascinated by astronomy, science fiction, and
space travel all his life. His collection of artifacts from the
Apollo program, an endeavor that had come and gone long
before he was born, was the largest in the world. And, after the
passing of Paul Allen, he'd become by far SETI's biggest single
benefactor.
As soon as Sarah had been put on hold, music started playing.
She recognized it as Bach and got the joke; she was
probably one of the few people left alive who would. Years ago,
long before the first Draconis signal had been received, during a
discussion of what message should be beamed to the stars, Carl
Sagan had vetoed the suggestion of Bach, because, he'd said,
"That would be bragging."
In the middle of the concerto, the famous voice came on; McGavin
spoke with one of those Boston accents that managed to say
"Harvard" with no discernible R sound. "Hello, Dr.
Halifax. Sorry to keep you waiting."
She found her voice cracking in a way that had nothing to do with
age. "That's all right."
"Well, they did it, didn't they?" he said, with relish. "They
replied."
"It seems so, sir." There weren't many people an
eighty-seven-year-old felt inclined to call "sir," but it had
come spontaneously to her lips.
"I knew they would," said McGavin. "I just knew it. We've got
us a dialogue going here."
She smiled. "And now it's our turn to reply again once we
figure out how to decrypt the message." Don had been moving
across the little entryway, and now was climbing the six stairs.
When he was all the way up, she held the datacom at an angle to
her face so he could hear McGavin, too. The robot, meanwhile,
had taken up a position just inside the front door.
"Exactly, exactly," said McGavin. "We've got to keep the
conversation going. And that's what I'm calling about, Sarah
you don't mind if I call you Sarah, do you?"
She actually quite liked it when younger people called her by her
first name; it made her feel more alive. "Not at all."
"Sarah, I've got a call it a proposition for you."
Sarah couldn't help herself. "My husband is standing right
here."
McGavin chuckled. "A proposal, then."
"Still here," said Don.
"Hee hee," said McGavin. "Let's call it an offer, then. An
offer I don't think you'll want to refuse."
Don used to do a good Brando in his youth. He puffed out his
cheeks, frowned, and moved his head as if shaking jowls, but said
nothing. Sarah laughed silently and swatted his arm
affectionately. "Yes?" she said, into the datacom.
"I'd like to discuss it with you face-to-face. You're in
Toronto, right?"
"Yes."
"Would you mind coming down here, to Cambridge? I'd have one of
my planes bring you down."
"I . . . I wouldn't want to travel without my husband."
"Of course not; of course not. This affects him, too, in a way.
Won't you both come down?"
"Um, ah, give us a moment to discuss it."
"Of course," said McGavin.
She covered the mike and looked at Don with raised eyebrows.
"Back in high school," he said, "we had to make a list of twenty
things we wanted to do before we die. I came across mine a while
ago. One of the ones I haven't checked off yet is `Take a ride
in a private jet.'"
"All right," she said, into the datacom. "Sure. Why not?"
"Terrific, terrific," said McGavin. "We'll have a limo pick you
up and take you to Trudeau in the morning, if that's okay."
Trudeau was in Montreal; the Toronto airport was Pearson
but Sarah knew what he meant. "Fine, yes."
"Wonderful. I'll have my assistant come on, and he'll look after
all the details. We'll see you in time for lunch tomorrow."
And the Bach started up again.
Chapter 4
It was ironic, now that Don thought back on it, how often he and
Sarah had talked about SETI's failure prior to its success. He'd
come home one day, around let's see; they'd been in their
mid-forties, so it must have been something like 2005 to
find her sitting in their just-bought La-Z-Boy, listening to her
iPod. Don could tell she wasn't playing music; she couldn't
resist tapping her fingers or toes whenever she was doing that.
"What are you listening to?" he asked.
"It's a lecture," shouted Sarah.
"Oh, really!" he shouted back, grinning.
She took out the little white earbuds, looking sheepish.
"Sorry," she said, in a normal volume. "It's a lecture Jill did
for The Long Now Foundation."
SETI, Don often thought, was like Hollywood, with its stars. In
Tinsel Town, having to use last names marked you as an outsider,
and the same was true in Sarah's circles, where Frank was always
Frank Drake, Paul was Paul Shuch, Seth was Seth Shostak, Sarah
was indeed Sarah Halifax, and Jill was Jill Tarter.
"The long what?" Don said.
"The Long Now," repeated Sarah. "They're a group that tries to
encourage long-term thinking, thinking about now as an
epoch rather than a point in time. They're building a giant
clock the Clock of the Long Now that ticks once a
year, chimes once a century, and has a cuckoo that comes out
every millennium."
"Good work if you can get it," he said. "Say, where are the
kids?" Carl had been twelve then; Emily, six.
"Carl's downstairs watching TV. And I sent Emily to her room for
drawing on the wall again."
He nodded. "So what's Jill talking about?" He'd never met Jill,
although Sarah had.
"Why SETI is, by necessity, a long-term proposition," Sarah said.
"Except she's skirting the issue."
"You and she are practically the only SETI researchers who can do
that."
"What? Oh."
"I'm here all week."
"Lucky me. Anyway, she doesn't seem to be getting to the point,
which is that SETI is something that must be a
multigenerational activity, like building a great cathedral.
It's a trust, something we hand down to our children, and they
hand down to their children."
"We don't have a good track record with things like that," he
said, perching now on the La-Z-Boy's broad, padded arm. "I mean,
you know, the environment is something we hold in trust and pass
on to Carl and Emily's generation, too. And look at how little
our generation has done to combat global warming."
She sighed. "I know. But Kyoto's a step forward."
"It'll hardly make a dent."
"Yeah, well."
"But, you know," said Don, "we're not cut out for this
what did you call it? this `Long Now' sort of thinking.
It's anti-Darwinian. We're hardwired against it."
She sounded surprised. "What?"
"We did something about kin selection on Quirks and Quarks
last month; I spent forever editing the interview." Don was an
audio engineer at CBC Radio. "We had Richard Dawkins on again,
by satellite through the Beeb. He said that in a competitive
situation, you automatically favor your own son over your
brother's son, right? Of course: your son has half your DNA,
and your brother's son only has a quarter of it. But if things
got tough between your brother's son and your cousin, well, you'd
favor your brother's son that is, your nephew
because your cousin only has an eighth of your DNA."
"That's right," Sarah said. She was scratching his back. It
felt very nice.
He went on. "And a second cousin only has one-thirty-second of
your DNA. And a second cousin once removed has just
one-sixty-fourth of your DNA. Well, when was the last time you
heard of somebody volunteering a kidney to save a second cousin
once removed? Not only do most people have no clue who their
second cousins once removed are, but they also, quite bluntly,
couldn't give a crap what happens to them. They just don't share
enough DNA with them to care."
"I love it when you talk math," she teased. Fractions were about
as good as Don's math got.
"And over time," he said, "the DNA share gets cut down, like
cheap coke." He grinned, delighted by his simile, although she
knew full well that the only coke he had experience with came in
silver-and-red cans. "You only have to go six generations to get
to your own descendants being as distantly related to you as a
second cousin once removed and six generations is less
than two centuries."
"I can name my second cousins once removed. There's Helena, and
Dillon, and "
"But you're special. That's why you are interested in
SETI. For the rest of the world, they just don't have a vested
Darwinian interest. Evolution has shaped us so that we don't
care about anything that's not going to manifest soon, because no
close relative of ours will be around then. Jill's probably
tap-dancing around that, because it's a point she doesn't
want to make: that, for the general public, SETI doesn't make
sense. Hell, didn't Frank" whom he'd also never met
"send a signal somewhere thousands of light-years away?"
He looked at Sarah, and saw her nod. "The Arecibo message, sent
in 1974. It was aimed at M13, a globular cluster."
"And how far away is M13?"
"Twenty-five thousand light-years," she said.
"So it'll be fifty thousand years before we could get a reply.
Who has the patience for something like that? Hell, I got an
email today with a PDF attachment, and I thought, geez, I wonder
if this thing is going to be worth reading, 'cause, you know,
it's going to take, like, ten whole seconds for the
attachment to download and open. We want instant gratification;
we find any delay intolerable. How can SETI fit into a
world with that mindset? Send a message and wait decades or
centuries for a reply?" He shook his head. "Who the hell would
want to play that game? Who's got the time for it?"
Chapter 5
As the luxury jet landed, Don Halifax mentally checked off that
to-do-list item. The few remaining ones, including "sleep with a
supermodel" and "meet the Dalai Lama," seemed out of the question
at this point, not to mention of no current interest.
It was bitterly cold going down the little metal staircase onto
the tarmac. The flight attendant helped Don every step of the
way, while the pilot helped Sarah. Downside of a private plane:
it didn't use a Jetway. Like so many of the things on Don's
list, this one was turning out to be less wonderful than he'd
hoped.
A white limo was waiting for them. The robot driver wore one of
those caps that limo drivers are supposed to wear, but nothing
else. It did an expert job of getting them to McGavin Robotics,
all the while providing a running commentary, in a voice loud
enough for them to hear clearly, on the sights and history of the
area.
The McGavin Robotics corporate campus consisted of seven
sprawling buildings separated by wide snow-covered expanses; the
company had lots of ties to the artificial-intelligence lab at
nearby MIT. The limo was able to go straight into an underground
garage, so Don and Sarah didn't have to brave the cold again.
The robot driver escorted them as they walked slowly over to an
immaculate elevator, which brought them up to the lobby. Human
beings took over there, taking their coats, making them welcome,
and bringing them up another elevator to the fourth floor of the
main building.
Cody McGavin's office was long and narrow, covering one whole
side of the building, with windows looking out over the rest of
the campus. His desk was made of polished granite, and a
matching conference table with a fleet of fancy chairs docked at
it was off to the left, while a long, well-stocked bar, with a
robot bartender, stretched off in the other direction.
"Sarah Halifax!" said McGavin, rising from his high-backed
leather chair.
"Hello, sir," said Sarah.
McGavin quickly closed the distance between them. "This is an
honor," he said. "A real honor." He was wearing what Don
supposed was the current fashion for executives: a lapel-less
dark-green sports jacket and a lighter green shirt with a
vertical splash of color down the front taking the place of a
tie. No one wore ties anymore.
"And this must be your husband," said McGavin.
"Don Halifax," said Don. He offered his hand something he
disliked doing these days. Too many younger people squeezed too
hard, causing him real pain. But McGavin's grip was gentle, and
released after only a moment.
"A pleasure to meet you, Don. Please, won't you have a seat?"
He gestured back toward his desk and, to Don's astonishment, two
luxurious leather-upholstered chairs were rising up through
hatches in the carpeted floor. McGavin helped Sarah across the
room, offering her his arm, and got her seated. Don shuffled
across the carpet and lowered himself into the remaining chair,
which seemed solidly anchored now.
"Coffee?" said McGavin. "A drink?"
"Just water," said Sarah. "Please."
"The same," said Don.
The rich man nodded at the robot behind the bar, and the machine
set about filling glasses. McGavin perched his bottom on the
edge of the granite desk and faced Don and Sarah. He was not a
particularly good-looking man, thought Don. He had doughy
features and a small, receding chin that made his already large
forehead seem even bigger. Still, he'd doubtless had some
cosmetic work done. Don knew he was sixty-something, but he
didn't look a day over twenty-five.
The robot was suddenly there, handing Don a beautiful crystal
tumbler full of water, with two ice cubes bobbing in it. The
machine handed a similar glass to Sarah, and one to McGavin, and
then silently withdrew to behind the bar.
"Now," said McGavin, "let's talk turkey. I said I've got a"
he paused, and gave the word a special weight, recalling
the banter of the day before "proposition for you."
He was looking at Sarah exclusively, Don noted. "And I do."
Sarah smiled. "As we used to say about the Very Large Array, I'm
all ears."
McGavin nodded. "The first message we got from Sig Drac was a
real poser, until you figured out its purpose. And this
one is even more of a puzzle, it seems. Encrypted! Who'd have
guessed?"
"It's baffling," she agreed.
"That it is," said McGavin. "That it is. But I'm sure you can
help us crack it."
"I'm no expert in decryption or codes, or things like that," she
said. "My expertise, if I have any, is in exactly the opposite:
understanding things that were designed to be read by anyone."
"Granted, granted. But you had such insight into what the
Dracons were getting at last time. And we know how to
decrypt the current message. I'm told the aliens made the
technique very clear. All we have to do is figure out
what the decryption key is, and I suspect your skill is
going to be valuable there."
"You're very kind," she said, "but "
"No, really," said McGavin. "You were a crucial part of it then,
I'm sure you're going to be a crucial part of it now, and you'll
continue to be so well into the future."
She blinked. "The future?"
"Yes, yes, the future. We've got a dialogue going here, and we
need continuity. I'm sure we'll unlock the current
message, and, even if we don't, we'll still send a response. And
I want you to be around when the reply to that response arrives."
Don felt his eyes narrowing, but Sarah just laughed. "Don't be
silly. I'll be dead long before then."
"Not necessarily," said McGavin.
"It'll be thirty-eight years, minimum, before we get a reply to
anything we send today," she said.
"That's right," replied McGavin, his tone even.
"And I'd be well, um . . ."
"A hundred and twenty-five," McGavin supplied.
Don had had enough. "Mr. McGavin, don't be cruel. My wife and I
have only a few years left, at best. We both know that."
Sarah had drained her water glass. The robot silently appeared
with a replacement and swapped it for the empty one.
McGavin looked at Don. "The press has had it all wrong, you
know, from day one. Most of the SETI community hasn't
understood, either. This isn't a case of Earth talking to the
second planet of the star Sigma Draconis. Planets don't talk to
each other. People do. Some specific person on Sigma
Draconis II sent the message, and one specific person on
this planet you, Dr. Sarah Halifax figured out what
he'd asked for, and organized our reply. The rest of us
all the humans here, and anyone else on Sigma Draconis who is
curious about what's being said have been reading over
your shoulders. You've got a pen pal, Dr. Halifax. It happens
that I, not you, pay the postage, but he's your pen pal."
Sarah looked at Don, then back at McGavin. She took another sip
of her water, perhaps to buy herself a few seconds to think.
"That's an . . . unusual interpretation," she said.
"Because of the long times between sending messages and receiving
replies, SETI is something whole civilizations do, not
individuals."
"No, no, that's not right at all," said McGavin. "Look, what are
the fundamental tenets of SETI? Certainly one of them is this:
almost any race we contact will be more advanced than us. Why?
Because, as of this year, we've only had radio for a hundred and
fifty-three years, which is nothing compared to the fourteen
billion years the universe is old. It's a virtual certainty that
anyone we make contact with has been around as a radio-using
civilization longer than we have."
"Yes," said Sarah, and "So?" added Don.
"So," said McGavin, "short lifespans are something only
technologically unsophisticated races will be subject to. How
long after a race develops radio do you think it is before they
decode DNA, or whatever their genetic material is? How long
before they develop blood transfusions and organ transplantation
and tissue cloning? How long before they cure cancer and heart
disease, or whatever comparable ailments sloppy evolution has
left them prey to? A hundred years? Two hundred? Doubtless no
more than three or four, right? Right?"
He looked at Sarah, presumably expecting her to nod. She didn't,
and, after a moment, he went on anyway. "Just as every race we
contact almost certainly must have had radio longer than we have,
every race we contact will almost certainly have extended their
lifespans way beyond whatever paltry handful of years nature
originally dealt them." He spread his arms. "No, it stands to
reason: communication between two planets isn't something one
generation starts, another continues, and still another picks up
after that. Even with the long time frames imposed by the speed
of light, interstellar communication is still almost certainly
communication between individuals. And you, Dr. Halifax, are
our individual. You already proved, all those years ago,
that you know how they think. Nobody else managed that."
Her voice was soft. "I I'm happy to be the, um, the
public face for our reply to the current message, if you think
that's necessary, but after that . . ." She lifted her narrow
shoulders slightly as if to say the rest was obvious.
"No," said McGavin. "We need to keep you around for a good long
time."
Sarah was nervous; Don could tell, even if McGavin couldn't. She
lifted her glass and swirled the contents so that the ice cubes
clinked together. "What are you going to do? Have me stuffed
and put on display?"
"Goodness, no."
"Then what?" Don demanded.
"Rejuvenation," said McGavin.
"Pardon me?" said Sarah.
"Rejuvenation; a rollback. We'll make you young again. Surely
you've heard about the process."
Don had indeed heard about it, and doubtless Sarah had, too. But
only a couple of hundred people had undergone the procedure so
far, and they'd all been stinking rich.
Sarah reached forward and set her glass down on the granite
desktop, next to where McGavin was leaning. Her hand was
shaking. "That . . . that costs a fortune," she said.
"I have a fortune," said McGavin simply.
"But . . . but . . . I don't know," said Sarah. "I'm I mean,
does it work?"
"Look at me," said McGavin, spreading his arms again. "I'm
sixty-two years old, according to my birth certificate. But my
cells, my telomeres, my free-radical levels, and every other
indicator say I'm twenty-five. And, if anything, I feel younger
even than that."
Don's jaw must have been hanging open in surprise. "You thought
I'd had a facelift, or something like that?" McGavin said,
looking at him. "Plastic surgery is like a software patch. It's
a quick, kludgy fix, and it often creates more problems than it
solves. But rejuvenation, well, that's like a code rewrite
it's a real fix. You don't just look young again;
you are young." His thin eyebrows climbed his wide
forehead. "And that's what I'm offering you. The full-blown
rejuvenation treatment."
Sarah looked shocked, and it was a moment before she spoke.
"But . . . but this is ridiculous," she said at last. "Nobody even
knows if it really works. I mean, sure, you look younger,
maybe you even feel younger, but the treatment has only
been available for a short time. No one who's had it yet has
lived appreciably longer than a natural lifespan. There's no
proof that this process really extends your life."
McGavin made a dismissive gesture. "There have been lots of
rollback tests with lab animals. They all became young again,
and then aged forward perfectly normally. We've seen mice and
even prosimians live out their entire lengthened lifespans
without difficulty. As for humans, well, except for a few
oddball indicators like growth rings in my teeth, my physicians
tell me that I'm now physiologically twenty-five, and am aging
forward naturally from that point." He spread his arms.
"Believe me, it works. And I'm offering it to you."
"Mr. McGavin," Don said, "I really don't think that "
"Not without Don," Sarah said.
"What?" said McGavin and Don simultaneously.
"Not without Don," Sarah repeated. Her voice had a firmness Don
hadn't heard for years. "I won't even consider this unless you
also offer the same thing to my husband."
McGavin pushed himself forward until he was standing. He walked
behind his desk, turning his back on them, and looked out at his
sprawling empire. "This is a very expensive procedure, Sarah."
"And you're a very rich man," she replied.
Don looked at McGavin's back, more or less silhouetted against
the bright sky. At last, McGavin spoke. "I envy you, Don."
"Why?"
"To have a wife who loves you so much. I understand the two of
you have been married for over fifty years."
"Sixty," said Don, "as of two days ago."
"I never . . ." McGavin began, but then he fell silent.
Don had vague recollections of McGavin's high-profile divorce,
years ago, and a nasty court case to try to invalidate the
pre-nup.
"Sixty years," McGavin continued, at last. "Such a long
time . . ."
"It hasn't seemed that way," said Sarah.
Don could hear McGavin make a noisy intake of breath and then let
it out. "All right," he said, turning around, his head nodding.
"All right, I'll pay for the procedure for both of you." He
walked toward them, but remained standing. "So, do we have a
deal?"
Sarah opened her mouth to say something, but Don spoke before she
could. "We have to talk about this," he said.
"So let's talk," said McGavin.
"Sarah and I. We have to talk about this alone."
McGavin seemed momentarily peeved, as though he felt they were
looking a gift horse in the mouth. But then he nodded. "All
right, take your time." He paused, and Don thought he was going
to say something stupid like, "But not too much time." But
instead he said, "I'll have my driver take you over to Pauli's
finest restaurant in Boston. On me, of course. Talk it
over. Let me know what you decide."
Chapter 6
The robot chauffeur drove Sarah and Don to the restaurant. Don
got out of the car first and carefully made his way over to
Sarah's door, helping her up and out, and holding her arm as they
crossed the sidewalk and entered.
"Hello," said the young white woman standing at a small podium
inside the door. "You must be Dr. and Mr. Halifax, no? Welcome
to Pauli's."
She gave them a hand getting out of their parkas. Fur was back
in vogue the pelts lab-grown, without producing the whole
animal but Sarah and Don were of a generation that had
come to frown on fur, and neither could bring themselves to wear
any. Their nylon-shelled coats from Mark's Work Wearhouse, his
in navy blue, hers beige, looked decidedly out-of-place on the
racks in the coat check.
The woman took Don's elbow, and Don took Sarah's, a sideways
conga line shuffling slowly to a large booth near a crackling
fireplace.
Pauli's turned out to be a seafood restaurant, and even though
Don loved John Masefield's poetry, he hated seafood. Ah, well;
doubtless the menu would have some chicken or steak.
There were the usual accoutrements of such places: an aquarium
of lobsters, fishing nets hanging on the walls, a brass diver's
helmet sitting on an old wooden barrel. But the effect was much
more upscale than Red Lobster; here everything looked like
valuable antiques rather than garage-sale kitsch.
Once they'd managed to get seated, and the young woman had taken
their drink order two decaf coffees Don settled
back against the soft leather upholstery. "So," he said, looking
across at his wife, the crags in her face highlighted by the
dancing firelight, "what do you think?"
"It's an incredible offer."
"That it is," he said, frowning. "But . . ."
He trailed off as the waiter appeared, a tall black man of about
fifty, dressed in a tuxedo. He handed a menu printed on
parchment-like paper bound in leather covers to Sarah, then gave
one to Don. He squinted at it. Although this restaurant
doubtless had lots of older patrons they'd passed several
on the way to the table anyone who dined here regularly
probably could afford new eyes, and
"Hey," he said, looking up. "There are no prices."
"Of course not, sir," said the waiter. He had a Haitian accent.
"You are Mr. McGavin's guests. Please order whatever you wish."
"Give us a moment," said Don.
"Absolutely, sir," said the waiter, and he disappeared.
"What McGavin's offering is . . .," started Don, then he trailed
off. "It's I don't know it's crazy."
"Crazy," repeated Sarah, lobbing the word back at him.
"I mean," he said, "when I was young, I thought I'd live forever,
but . . ."
"But you'd made your peace with the idea that . . ."
"That I was going to die soon?" he said, lifting his eyebrows.
"I'm not afraid of the D-word. And, yes, I guess I had made my
peace with that, as much as anyone does. Remember when Ivan
Krehmer was in town last fall? My old buddy from back in the
day? We had coffee, and, well, we both knew it was the last time
we'd ever see or even speak to each other. We talked about our
lives, our careers, our kids and grandkids. It was a . . ." He
sought a phrase; found it: "A final accounting."
She nodded. "So often, these last few years, I've thought,
`Well, that's the last time I'll visit this place.'" She looked
out at the other diners. "It's not even all been sad. There are
plenty of times I've thought, `Thank God I'll never have to do
that again.' Getting my passport renewed, some of those
medical tests they make you have every five years. Stuff like
that."
He was about to reply when the waiter reappeared. "Have we
decided yet?"
Not by a long shot, Don thought.
"We need more time," Sarah said. The waiter dipped his head
respectfully and vanished again.
More time, thought Don. That's what it was all about,
suddenly having more time. "So, so he's talking about, what,
rejuvenating you thirty-eight years, so you'll still be around
when the next reply is received?"
"Rejuvenating us," said Sarah, firmly or, at least,
in what he knew was supposed to be a firm tone; the quaver never
quite left her voice these days. "And, really, there's no need
to stop at that. That would only take us back to being fifty or
so, after all." She paused, took a moment to gather her
thoughts. "I remember reading about this. They say they can
regress you to any point after your body stopped growing. You
can't go back before puberty, and you probably shouldn't go back
much earlier than twenty-five, before wisdom teeth have erupted
and the bones of the skull have totally fused."
"Twenty-five," said Don, tasting the number, imagining it. "And
then you'd age forward again, at the normal rate?"
She nodded. "Which would give us enough time to receive two more
replies from . . ." She lowered her voice, perhaps surprised to
find herself adopting McGavin's term. "From my pen pal."
He was about to object that Sarah would be over a hundred and
sixty by the time two more replies could be received but,
then again, that would only be her chronological age; she'd be
just a hundred physically. He shook his head, feeling woozy,
disoriented. Just a hundred!
"You seem to know a lot about this," he said.
She tipped her head to one side. "I read a few of the articles
when the procedure was announced. Idle curiosity."
He narrowed his eyes. "Was that all?"
"Sure. Of course."
"I've never even thought about living to be over a
hundred," he said.
"Of course not. Why would you? The idea of being
ancient, withered, worn out, infirm, for years on end
who would fantasize about that? But this is
different."
He looked at her, studying her face in a way he hadn't for some
time. It was an old woman's face, just as his face, he
knew, was that of an old man, with wrinkles, creases, and folds.
It came to him, with a start, that their very first date all
those years ago had ended in a restaurant with a fireplace, after
he'd dragged her to see the premiere of Star Trek IV: The
Voyage Home. He recalled how beautiful her smooth features
had looked, how her lustrous brown hair had shone in the dancing
light, how he'd wanted to stare at her forever. Age had come up
then, too, with Sarah asking how old he was. He'd told her he
was twenty-six.
"Hey, me, too!" she'd said, sounding pleased. "When's your
birthday?"
"October fifteenth."
"Mine was in May."
"Ah," he'd replied, a mischievous tone in his voice, "an older
woman."
That had been so very long ago. And to go back to that age! It
was madness. "But . . . but what would you would we
do with all that time?" he asked.
"Travel," said Sarah at once. "Garden. Read great books. Take
courses."
"Hmmmph," said Don.
Sarah nodded, apparently conceding that she hadn't enticed him.
But then she rummaged in her purse and pulled out her datacom,
tapped a couple of keys, and handed him the slim device. The
screen was showing a picture of little Cassie, wearing a blue
dress, her blond hair in pigtails. "Watch our grandchildren grow
up," she said. "Get to play with our great-grandchildren, when
they come along."
He blew out air. To get to attend his grandchildren's college
graduations, to be at their weddings. That was tempting.
And to do all that in robust good health, but . . .
"But do you really want to attend the funerals of your own
children?" he said. "Because that's what this would mean, you
know. Oh, I'm sure the procedure will come down in price
eventually, but not in time for Carl or Emily to afford it." He
thought about adding, "We might even end up burying our
grandchildren," but found he couldn't even give voice to
that notion.
"Who knows how fast the costs will come down?" Sarah said. "But
the idea of having decades more with my kids and grandkids is
very appealing . . . no matter what happens in the end."
"Maybe," he said. "Maybe. I I'm just . . ."
She reached across the dark polished wood of the table and
touched his hand. "Scared?"
It wasn't an accusation from Sarah; it was loving concern.
"Yeah, I suppose. A bit."
"Me, too," she said. "But we'll be going through it together."
He lifted his eyebrows. "Are you sure you could stand to have me
around for another few decades?"
"I wouldn't have it any other way."
To be young again. It was a heady thought, and, yes, it
was scary, too. But it was also, he had to admit, intriguing.
He'd never liked taking charity, though. If the procedure had
been something they could have even remotely afforded, he might
have been more enthusiastic. But even if they sold their house,
sold every stock and bond they owned, liquidated all their
assets, they couldn't begin to pay for the treatment for even one
of them, let alone for them both. Hell, even Cody McGavin had
had to think twice about spending so much money.
This stuff about Sarah being the one and only person who could
communicate with the aliens struck Don as silly. But it wasn't
as though the rejuvenation could be taken back; once done, it was
done. If it turned out that McGavin was wrong about her being
pivotal, they'd still have all those extra decades.
"We'd need money to live on," he said. "I mean, we didn't plan
for fifty years of retirement."
"True. I'd ask McGavin to endow a position for me back at
U of T, or provide some sort of retainer."
"And what will our kids think? We'll be physically younger than
them."
"There is that."
"And we'll be doing them out of their inheritance," he added.
"Which was hardly going to make them rich anyway," replied Sarah,
smiling. "I'm sure they'll be delighted for us."
The waiter returned, looking perhaps a bit wary of the
possibility that he was going to be rebuffed again. "Have we
made up our minds?"
Don looked over at Sarah. She'd always been beautiful to him.
She was beautiful now, she'd been beautiful in her fifties, she'd
been beautiful in her twenties. And, as her features shifted in
the light of the dancing flames, he could see her face as it had
been at those ages all those stages of life they'd spent
together.
"Yes," said Sarah, smiling at her husband. "Yes, I think we
have."
Don nodded, and turned to the menu. He'd pick something quickly.
He did find it disconcerting, though, to see the item
descriptions but no accompanying dollar values. Everything
has a price, he thought, even if you can't see it.
You've just read the first 10,000 words of
Rollback,
by Hugo and Nebula Award-winner Robert J. Sawyer.
To read the remaining 90,000 words, pick up a copy of the book, published
by Tor in April 2007.
Copyright © 2007 by Robert J. Sawyer. All rights reserved.
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